Nov. 5, 2024– A Response to Sharon Olds and The Election
by Emily Semaya
Dear word, I’m sorry so many
of the very people you represent hate you. I’m sorry
they replace you with words that taste cleaner in the mouths
of the very ones we are supposedly so separated from–
words more palpable to those lesbianless
in this sorry world. I’m sorry they took
your power from you, that they removed the body
from the land– Sapphic is anartfully
ambiguous. I’m sorry they stripped
your autonomy from you, as they did
with my and her and your uterus yesterday.
I’m sorry they removed your singularity,
your intentionality, your “Exclusivity.” Sappho,
of the Island of Lesbos, I’m sorry
that you would be disappointed with what they did
to your name, your legacy. I’m sorry they inserted men into
the lips of those that were meant to kiss yours and ours
and anything but theirs. I’m sorry that he took your name
in vain and raped the layrnx of those of us without power
to protect each other. I’m sorry that you, word, have been
patronized by the patriarchal, sexualized by the heterosexual–
dictionarily deemed “sometimes erotic or sensual.” I’m sorry you’ve
been thrust, tamped, strangled in between lerp-a hardened,
sweet secretion– and a slur. But, my word,
I love you. The way you force my tongue onto my teeth and out
of my mouth to say your name; the way it opens after,
for you.
To you.
With You.
And then it fastens my face back
together; a grin, a grimace, a groan. And it ends together, too,
confident & messy. There’s nothing to uncover with you, it’s opaque
overt, & honest. I could be content with you & just your word.
No validation is necessary when I have you
to defend me.
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